You are over an year now

Anya is over an year now, 13.5 months actually. Things have been so busy that I didn't get chance to update anything. I have stopped working since December 31st and I am home with her fulltime. It has been great and exhausting at the same time. The feeding issues coninue. It's a constant struggle. Some days are better than the others. But I constantly worry about you not eating enough. This is the only thought that occupies my day. I hope you get better. I hope you start to enjoy eating. I will try to update this more often. I don't want to forget the wonderful little things that you do everyday. Highlights for today -

- you were crying and refusing to eat the whole day today. My whole day went trying to get something into you.:(.
- you undertand a lot more than you can say. You can say ball...which sounds more like 'bah'....adorable.
- I love to see uou strutting around the house in your onesie...it melts my heart to think that you will soon be out of this phase.
- you can point to your ears, head, nose, toes, tummy. You know what is paani. You bring the baby doll when I ask you to.
- you can say bye and many more words when you feel like it.
- you dance(try to) adorably to itsy bitsy and when i say 'Anya Danci'.
- I love you more than anything else in this world and I know what this means now.