Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Not a good day

Anya had 4 ounces of milk in the morning and nothing till noon after that. In between I tried to feed her and she refused after taking 2 oz of smoothie which she puked when I was trying to feed you more. I struggled for an hour, played songs for ou on tv, gave her new toys...nothing worked. It is getting harder and harder eah day. I cried. I cried a lot today as it was too much. I cannot watch you stay hungry. I end up eating junk food (read sugar) after that. I gave ou a bath and massage. Mixed smoothie with milk and tried to feed her when she slept but she didn't drink anything. Usually you will have 6-7 oz when sleeping. I kept trying when you were sleeping too. The whole day just flew by trying to make you eat something. At lunch you had about 4 oz of rice/chicken/dal puree and I felt a little better. Then ou slept again at 2 and finally had 7 oz of milk smoothie. After you got up, you had 3 oz of yoghurt at 4:30 pm and then 7 oz of milk with egg yellow at night. You didn't eat much at dinner. Although i let you yry o feed yourself today and you played with the food.

We went to visit daycare today and I think we will start sending you there for half day. You liked it there today. I hope you will enjoy there and hopefully I will do something constructive. We are hoping that change of environment may improve your eating. Maybe you will learn something there. It is expensive hough. $200 per week for half day.


And I want o tell you that you are such an adorable kid. I think you were saying 'nahana' (or trying to say this word) when you went o bathroom coz ou wanted me to give you a bathe. How smart are you? You make me wonder every day and fill my heart with awe at everything you do. Love you.

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