Some kids are easy and others are not. You fall into the later category. Especially when it comes to eating. When I thought of having a baby, I thought of lot of things but I never thought that feeding you will be such a struggle. It literally is a struggle which is getting stressful day by day.
You were never super interested in eating but just before you were 6 months you started refusing to take milk. Now you are 7.5 months old and it is a struggle everyday to make you eat the minimum required amount. It's not that I am giving you formula or anything. I am exclusively pumping for more than 2 Hrs everyday so that I can feed you breast-milk only. And by the way you don't like formula (I tried feeding you that thinking maybe it's the taste thing and it's not).
Even today, you were hungry but you will not take milk. When I tried to force it into your mouth(sometimes when I do that you will start drinking coz you will be hungry) and you fought hard and I had to give up. What I don't understand is why you won't drink milk even when you are hungry but once you are sleeping you will drink it. Why??? I wish you could tell me because to me it feels like you are tormenting me.
We started solid food after you turned 6 and no luck with that as well. It's hard on me. When I used to see moms running after there kids with plate of food all the time, I used to think that I will not be that kind of mother and now my biggest fear is that I will be that mother whose kid will not eat anything and who will be obsessed with feeding her kid. Only time will tell...
You were never super interested in eating but just before you were 6 months you started refusing to take milk. Now you are 7.5 months old and it is a struggle everyday to make you eat the minimum required amount. It's not that I am giving you formula or anything. I am exclusively pumping for more than 2 Hrs everyday so that I can feed you breast-milk only. And by the way you don't like formula (I tried feeding you that thinking maybe it's the taste thing and it's not).
Even today, you were hungry but you will not take milk. When I tried to force it into your mouth(sometimes when I do that you will start drinking coz you will be hungry) and you fought hard and I had to give up. What I don't understand is why you won't drink milk even when you are hungry but once you are sleeping you will drink it. Why??? I wish you could tell me because to me it feels like you are tormenting me.
We started solid food after you turned 6 and no luck with that as well. It's hard on me. When I used to see moms running after there kids with plate of food all the time, I used to think that I will not be that kind of mother and now my biggest fear is that I will be that mother whose kid will not eat anything and who will be obsessed with feeding her kid. Only time will tell...
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